Brought to You by the Letter H

When I got pregnant with my oldest son, I read every book I could get my hands on about caring for babies and raising productive children. One of the things that were drilled into my head was putting baby to sleep in their own crib straight from the beginning. This was a rule I stuck to firmly with my oldest and the twins. They never spent a night in my bed, because I was determined to raise independent kids. You can probably imagine my dismay when I became pregnant with my youngest son, and my husband insisted that he share our bed. I protested, giving every logical reason I could think of. What if we roll over on him? What if he gets trapped under the covers? What I really wanted to ask was: What if we can never get him out of our bed? I was perfectly reasonable in my thinking, and my son fulfills the fears I had even to this day. Almost four years after the topic of co-sleeping was initially introduced in our household, my husband and I yearn for a night’s sleep that doesn’t involve a 30 pound child in between us.

My king sized bed is quite spacious for the two of us. We actually spread out pretty comfortably, that is, until about one o’clock in the morning. A certain miniature version of my husband climbs out of his bed when he believes the coast is clear and arms himself with several toys, then makes his way into my room. He used to tap me on the shoulder so I could lift him up, now he just makes his way up from the foot of the bed to claim “his” space in the middle. He lies horizontally between my husband and me, and together we form the letter H. While hubby and I lie close to the edge, clinging to the sheets in an attempt to avoid contact with the floor, the boy stretches his limbs as far across the bed as they will reach. Before morning, I will have rolled over onto a remote controlled car and been kicked in the abdomen. There is also a possibility that I will wake up in a pool of urine, thanks to several gulps of water that the boy snuck from my glass before climbing into bed.

After a night of mayhem, my husband still manages to wake up bright eyed and well rested. The same does not hold true for me. My eyes are bloodshot, and I can’t stand up straight as a result of being in a rather awkward position for hours. Unable to speak in a normal voice because of my extreme irritability and fatigue, growling is my means of communication. Periodically I will glare at the husband, as if to remind him that my discomfort is a direct result of his bad decision-making. Of course he pretends not to notice in a way that seems to be standard with men.

One day, I would love to be able to sleep next to my husband the way a normal married couple sleeps. Hopefully, I don’t have to wait until someone goes off to college for that to happen. In the meantime, I share my king sized bed with a husband, the boy, and a remote controlled car.


5 Comments Add yours

  1. Jessica says:

    I was adamant about my son not sleeping in our bed despite my husband saying “it will be ok”. I won, he is now 2 and has never slept in our king size bed. When he was an infant, I had a bassinet in our room so I could easily feed him during the night. I returned to work when he was 12 weeks old and at that time, he was transitioned into his room and crib.

    It was tough on me waking to feed him several times per night. Many nights, I just slept in his rocking chair holding him so I wouldn’t disturb my husband. I felt like a zombie then, I cannot imagine how you feel sleeping in an uncomfortable position all the time with a 30 lb kicker in your bed. OUCH.

    Just when we started getting our night time feedings down and I was starting to feel human again, I was laid off from my job. Oh well, at least my son had a regular routine and enjoyed his crib. He still does, thank goodness!

    1. Keeping your son in his own bed from the beginning was definitely the best choice. So many people gave me flack over not allowing my three older kids sleep in bed with me, saying that we would be missing out on a wonderful bond, yada yada yada. I really think not having them sleep with me helped them become more well-adjusted. Not to say that the youngest isn’t, but he does happen to be the only child with separation anxiety.

  2. ZippyChix says:

    I had your mentality when it came to my two children and sleeping. Never shall the little darlings enter my bed. If they did not feel well, I many times went to their bed when they were young…mostly because I was afraid if I faltered when they were ill that they would be in my bed forever more. I am not what you would call a good sleeper; tossing and turning is what I do best. SO….I was really keeping them out for their own good;) I hope that you get some sleep soon!!

    1. I hope so, too! I am terrified that one day there will be a thirteen year old still claiming a space between my husband and I. Oh, dear. What a horrible thought!

  3. bharpz says:

    Yikes, I don’t even want to think about what a king size rubber sheet would cost… time to nip that!

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